you will when you believe

what does miracles mean to you? do you believe it exist or it only happens in fairy tale stories?

well im studying in upper six this year.. and STPM is said to be the world's second hardest test..

gosh its only 4 1/2 months more to the real thing...

well miracles to me is that when something seems really impossible to the human eye, something amazing happens when the things turn out good in the end that it is like a gift from god.. i guess that is one the reasons people pray? that a miracle will happen... we realise that we are all humans with limitations.. and i believe to many 6th formers, this stage may be one of the toughest stagest you and i will go through...

in the video below, is actually a mime presentation done by my class last year to encourage the upper sixes not to give up hope! to persevere on despite the odds, the hard times... who knows what will happen if u were to give your very best until the end... striving for excellence requires much determination but one can choose to stay at mediocrity and just live another day...

i believe the time of the year has come where all upper sixes are pushing to the very end for this battle and i tot just a word of encouragement to those that may have stumbled along the way... do not give up! there is still hope.. as long as u dare to give your best... i believe miracles can come out of it...

some of u may be wondering what is 4flat in the picture? well that means a perfect score for STPM.. 4As no A-... which i believe is the goal of every student... i hope this video will encourage u ppl whether form 6 or not in some way or another... miracles are accesible to those who believe!

ahem, sry for the wrong english in one of the lines in the video... 'do you have what it takes'... paiseh.. XD

Chemistry 101

today, my class did an experiment about solubility and equilibrium.. here are some interesting things about chemistry!

this is what u get from mixing potassium iodide

and lead nitrate!

looks like gold powder!

this is what u get after filtering

the solution

for those who do not know chemistry... too bad... haha... well at least u still can enjoy the pictures.. XD

A sinful woman forgiven

i now understand y the bible says the more u are forgiven the more u love God...

This happen from a incident recorded in Luke 7:36-50...

just to give some background of what happened...

Jesus was invited to a pharisees(priest) house for a meal, a woman in that city got to know about it and thus she brought an alabaster flask of fragrant oil. she washed jesus feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair and later annointed it with the fragrant oil. the pharisees said to jesus 'this man if he were a prophet, would know who and what manner of woman this is who is touching Him, for she is a sinner'.

Jesus then answered in return with a story of 2 debtors.. one owed 500 denarii and other 50... and when both and no money to repay, the creditor forgave both of them... who would actually love the creditor more? i guess u can answer that.. of cuz the one that is forgiven more...

like wise the woman that has much sin was so humble to serve Jesus,washing jesus feet with her tears, hair, fragrant oil whereas no one else in that place did any of such thing. Jesus forgave the woman by saying ' Your sins have saved you!' Jesus was showing to the disciples that when much is forgiven, the more the person will appreciate it and love God...

looking at my life itself, thinking of so many of the sins i have done... no matter what i do i know i cannot redeem it by good works... it is only through the forgiveness of christ i am set free.. it just makes me realise that i am so imperfect that only god's perfect love can restore me.. i truly appreciate and love god more even as he forgives me and still love me unconditionally.

Discipline

just finished a interhouse basketball match, lost 6-4... sobz... well i guess its because most of us have not been exercising for a long time... @_@.. anyway it was a reminder that it requires discipline in order to win... nothing comes free.. everything comes with a price.. Lord just wanna thank you for the reminder today.. HELP me especially in my studies to be discipline even in this last few months... i know its gonna worth the hard work! even the word of God says it...

He who has a slack hand becomes poor,

But the hand of the diligent makes rich.

Proverbs 10:4

A Father's love

a love letter from our heavenly father! all this bible verses are compiled by humans but this verses come from the very mouth of our GOd... all that watch this video i pray that ur life will change that u will know that there is someone great above that is the best example of a father and how much HE truly cares about you...



i truly thank God for giving me such a good father... even though he is not perfect... but he reflects the heavenly father in heaven... i am deeply touched by his love for me.. i love u dad! and to all fathers... HAPPY FATHERS DAY!

kantoi - zee avi

haha.. saw this on may jets blog.. so decided to post it here too!

this song is sang by a malysian.. pretty funny lyrics.. i wonder is it bout the composer? haha..

enjoy! here are the lyrics.. careful when u and gf hang out with ur best friend XD

Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.
So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.
So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.
Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.
So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

HoPe

got back all my results today... gt good and bad news... 1st thing.. praise god i dont have to get the last place adi! weeeeeeeeeeeee! last test i was like ...... ' sam tam' never got last place before in my life... thanks to the Bcomplex.. zz.. anyway thank god that this test eventhough couldnt really finish studying but still manage to do average... got quite abit of improvement especially chemistry and maths.. XD but one thing that made me discouraged was my pa carta pai... =( i was pretty confident on scoring.. mana tau.. when i got it back.... 1/15 T_T wtf!!! anyway i still am grateful to God for helping me in this test.. at least it encouraged me to work harder to know that i can do better... hopefully i will continue to improve til STPM! my aim... 4 FLAT! now that i have achieve much in my co-curricular activities now is time to show that i can do well too in my studies! i believe that being a balance student would be the best testimony i can offer...

Remember your Creator

Remember now your Creator in the days of your youth,

Before the difficult days come,

And the years draw near when you say,

“ I have no pleasure in them”

Ecclesiastes 12:1

a very good reminder today by preacher Vincent Lau... he mentioned that many or should i say most of us.. are running events everyday.. from 1 event to the other.. young and old.. how many of us actually take time to stop and remember our creator? are the events that we go through count for eternity? that is something to think about.. even as i sit here and reflect on todays sermon, well honestly i've not done it the right way... another good illustration that was given.. we are like bullet trains.. going on.. speeding.. many times we oni stop when we breakdown.. i guess thats not we want? so y not take time to stop instead of overclocking your engine..

as i was listening today.. this song just suddenly came to my mind... god of my forever.. my one prayer now is that i will really use my youth wisely to remember my creator.. that one day i can sing truly with all my heart with this lyrics that my life has been one that is pleasing to GOD... this is a very beautiful song.. also a reminder of the joy and privilege and honor of serving the one true god! click on the title to listen to the song!

GOD OF MY FOREVER

CITY HARVEST CHURCH

Worship

GOD OF MY YOUTH I REMEMBER YOUR CALL ON MY LIFE TOOK ME O'ER YOUR LOVE HAS SEEN ME THROUGH ALL MY DAYS I STAND HERE BY YOUR GRACE ON THIS ALTAR I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE TELLS OF THE STORY I HAVE WITH YOU MY LORD I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW GOD OF MY FOREVER AND FOREVER I'M WITH YOU MY LIFE IS SAVED WITH A PRICE YOUR SACRIFICE REDEEMED MY SOUL GOD OF MY FOREVER AND FOREVER I WILL SING MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING GOD OF MY ALL I'VE SURRENDERED MY HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD PRAISES WILL NOT BE ENOUGH TO SHOW HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY “WELL DONE” BOWING BEFORE YOUR THRONE

Garlic Butter..

just finish my lunch and practice.. so decided to make garlic butter for tonight's bbq!.. 1st time eh... normally i just apply butter and cut garlic and put on top... but this time.. hoho... added basil leave, lots of olive oil XD.. mom gonna kill me if she knew it.. hopefully everyone enjoys the food tonight! especially the garlic butter.. ngek ngek...

hols.. hols.. hols..

this 2 weeks hols have been totally boring... zzzzz.. first time i hardly went anywhere... anyway, just felt like blogging since tomorrow will be a long day for me.. just realised god is actually gracious to take us through different levels at a time... i remember form 5 i went through a stage where i had to resist peer pressure, learning to say no at times especially near exams... im glad god gave me the strength to pass that level with flying colors XD... well i felt that time has come again where i need to learn to resist peer pressure again... and this time its tougher.. it is tougher in terms that when my buddies are in colleges and unis.. and me alone in form 6.. i must say it is quite lonely at times.. and when they come back it is so tempting to hang out with them.. to the state that sometimes i know i shoudnt be doing so often bt i just miss the fellowship... GOD please help me.. i need ur strength once again to persevere through this half year more... i need to focus.. may god bless me.. XD

coming back to tomorrows activities.. worship practice morning and aft one more round @_@ still havent prepared garlic butter for bbq at nite... zzzz... well earlier on i post on surrendering.. i guess its coming.. god is slowly showing me that really i cant handle it all, but it is by his strength and mercy that i am given the chance to do well in what im doin now.. i guess without god, for those who know me.. u will not see the ming sheng u see today.. i owe it to YOU!

blood - the last vampire

gosh it has been ages since the last time i watched a movie in the cinemas.. crap.. thanks to my bunch of buddies that ALL and i mean all that left for colleges and unis... leaving alone here at form 6 T_T.. anyway i watched this show today with dg and jing ye.. blood the last vampire.. actually wanted to watch night at the musuem bt time didnt allow us... watched one episode of this anime before so i tot y nt watch this.. XD

the show basically alot of killing.. and bit gory at some parts.. with the last vampire that is SAYA not the malay word saya, the interesting part is her whole life is dedicated to kill this devil who killed her dad.. and it seems her age is 100+ @_@ you know what... in the end it shows that SAYA is the daughter of the devil.. swt.. pretty good show but the ending was confusing @_@.. if you're under 18, too bad u cant watch... wakakakaka

mothers

well i know mothers day past a month ago.. haha... anyway quite free today so just felt like posting this video.. XD i did this for mothers day... i remembered that actually 1 week before mothers day i had a big quarrel with my mom.. and i was so hurt... i planned something for her on mothers day and when that happened... sigh.. anyway i learned something though... the way god works is that when u ask for something.. normally he will give u the opposite.. lets say u ask for love.. he'll show u what is like to be without love, then only love comes in... when you think of it, doesnt it make sense? you will oni truly appreciate something when u gone through the other side of the experience... so i guess that was what i went through that week... and now i have learned to love my mom more! anyway this is the 1st time i did video with audio recording.. so still quite noobish XD if you're wondering who are those ppl, they are mothers of CGBC! haha... enjoy! this video was done for CGBC mothers day celebration...

TO: all mothers that have sacrificed much!

She's somebody's hero

what is it to surrender?

hmm, was preparing songs yesterday... and before that i went out with my family for breakfast... bak kut teh! even as we were goin home, the topic on serving surfaced... my dad mentioned some of the struggles of full time workers and also what people normally think.. and as he talked about what ppl think, sometimes it just frustrates me.. especially christians.. one thing that everyone is the same is that we're all imperfect, we're all sinners, but i just cannot comprehend y some so called christians that can claim that they have god still have the same mentality as others.. sigh... mayb u can say i'm not in their situation.. partially true.. but what truly saddens me is that when situations arise and when it so impossible to the human eye, that is when god comes into the picture... the more impossible it seems, the more ppl will see god moving through that person... coming back to full time workers... i truly respect them for taking up the challenge and i pray that they continue to persevere! even if others may not see their hard work may god bless them in eternity...

came back home... frustrated... so i decided to play my guitar! and this song just came.. I SURRENDER ALL (true worshippers) really beautiful song.. just a great reminder that at ALL times, i should always surrender to god... its ironic that ppl can straight away seek help from friends, family, close ones.. isnt god our friend, father? isnt god the great and almighty ONE? well i guess thats when human weakness comes in... seeking for things we can see... i believe this is an ongoing process of surrendering... mayb someday i can really reach that level of trust with god.. anyway just wanna post this song... anyone listening i hope it reminds you of who god is and who you are...

True Worshippers-i surrender all

Verse:

Thank You for the cross that You have paid

For all my sins You've sacrificed Yourself

I am nothing Lord without Your Grace

You were there to lift me when I failed

Bridge:

As I lift my hands

Pour Your mercy o God

I'm longing for Your presence now

As I lift my hands

Pour Your mercy o God

I'm longing for Your presence now

Chorus:

I surrender all and I will follow You

I surrender all and bring my life to You

I surrender all and live my life for You

I surrender all, I surrender all

To You Jesus

MarchAntia

hehe finally got my marchantia... and it seems that mine is considered quite nice XD

i saw this fascinating bottle XD iced lemon.... before goin for tuition at mr goh

forgetfulness...

just read a passage from 'our daily journey' talking bout forgetfulness... i guess one of the things that i really forget many many numerous uncountable times is actually to spend time with GOD..

when u have a good friend do u actually forget to spend time with them? well for me normally no... i guess its a good reminder that with my mouth i confess that god is friend shoudnt my actions show the same? it also talked about putting less important stuff as idol.. sometimes i feel i am actually doin it.. sigh.. anyway thank god that there is always room to change.. weeeeeeee!

wtf...

isnt there any keygen program available without virus??! anyway who cares... so just gave up finding the keygen and used the older version of photoshop 7 and did this simple picture... haha.. ming sheng production.. wondered y i chose this... hmm... i guess its to express me... and some of my productions... ngek ngek.. syok sendiri.. lol... this is one of my succesful products..

credits: me and daren boey and to all actors and actresses XD

to give some background.. actually it was done for easter... this videos speaks about a person being popular well known has many chicks.. XD good in gaming.. bt thats what we normally see on the outside.. bt behind the scenes is what we dont see.. bt is in the LORD that we can be who we are and shine for him! his death has given us the ultimate victory..

zzzz... long day

sienz.. had a really long day today.. went to school for duty in the morning then met with the magazine printer.. then went for 2 tuitions later on.. then when i came back.. tot i would have a chance to relax geh.. wanted to design my own picture for this blog XD mana tau the stupid photoshop keygen i gt today gt virus.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. then wasted some time to find the keygen... then again tot i found one but then cant use.. what the heck! whats with viruses!!!@#!$!%#!%% darn it... already tired but still gotta handle this crap... i shall leave it aside and go COD-ing.. haha if u're wondering what is that... its call of duty!