Prayer for a friend

these few days have been really tiring.. and today got to know that my PA paper 2 was zzz nt so good... have been realising that teachers keep saying my class does not have the fighting spirit.. bla bla.. then say what bio students always do better than physics students.. due to tiredness i have been pretty moody the whole day..

i almost wanted to go home and not go for cf today.. bt i thank God i chose to go in the end.. halfway through playing icebreaker, the electricity stopped.. @_@ bt anyhow manage to play the game worship and sit through the sharing.. today the temporary cf teacher shared.. she is Ms. Loo.. from sarawak and doesnt really speak english.. bt excellent in chinese.. haha.. she shared her experience since young.. her family is like those u see in the shows.. nt very educated.. her brothers are gangsters.. some of her neighbours sell drugs.. cigars... firecrackers.. basically illegal stuff.. bt the amazing thing is how God shielded her from all this bad influence.. there is a chinese saying: born in the mud bt nt contaminated by it..

well nt gonna say everything here bt from her sharing i just felt the love of God so wonderful in her life that is just makes me give thanks for all i have.. was really lifted up by the sharing and went home light hearted.. =)

found this song just nw.. really soothing song.. really hope one day that every life that passes by will be touched by the love of God through me.. i noe im nt really that good example of a person, bt i guess that allows God to show his power in my life.. =) this song speaks of my desire.. written and sang by casting crowns.. enjoy!

prayer for a friend

Breakthrough #1

hey people.. just went through 2 days of trial... gonna have 3 weeks break before going into the battle field again...

well took my pengajian am 1 & 2... just wanna share a small miracle that happen.. at least to me it is.. =) i realise i have been really nt discipline in studying.. so i helped myself by asking a friend to study together... thank God i managed to study during the hols..

so came the eve of exam.. i was pretty stress bcuz this friend of mine actually a really good student.. keep sms-ing me saying as though he was very 'cha'... i was like.. zzzzzzzzz... if he is cha then what am i?? @_@ but just wanna thank God that He gave me that peace to go through that 2 days.. although i think i didnt do well in my paper 2.. there was a breakthrough for my paper1.. =) got pretty reasonable results! weeeeeeeeeeeee... may nt be a big deal to some ppl bt to me it means alot...

hope to continue this in the coming 3 subjects.. may God bless all STPM students...

p.s. : this test was really hard... even teachers hesitated in certain questions.. so fellow B1s.. dont be discouraged bt take it as an opportunity to do better in STPM!

1malaysia

Its merdeka day! but for me, i still feel the same.. no sense of freedom today.. thanks to trials... my merdeka day will come on the 10th DEC.. know y? because that is when STPM ENDS! yesterday was sms-ing with a fren.. thinking what to do on that merdeka day... so i just came up with some ideas.. hehe.. anyone interested welcomed to join in... =)

after chemistry paper 1

1.flee for parade rooftop

2.prepare video cam

3.stand in one row

4.together we will shout MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! weeeeeeeeeeee...

then we will go for bowling session after that... lol.. crazy huh? another friend even suggested goin bungee.. i was like what the? where to find bungee jumping in ipoh? @_@

cut the crap... talking bout 1malaysia... i truly appreciate our country for how it is.. though it has its weaknesses, i must say that i have been blessed living in this country for 19 yrs.. one thing i just cant stand is when ppl like to say.. haiz, i want to leave this country quickly la.. australia better la, singapore better la, or wherever it is... except malaysia..

the grass on the other side always 'looks' greener

well im not saying im not like that.. i used to be though.. haha.. bt thanks to a senior of mine that helped me to see things at a broader perspective.. and i hope to share this with u all. ppl, every country has its good and bad... u think oni malaysia gives a certain race special treatment? wait til u go to australia.. its human nature not to appreciate what they have til they lose it.. how pathetic aint it?

have u all ever thought y u were born in malaysia? of all places malaysia? y nt in africa or america or in the slums of mumbai? think.. what if u are now like the ppl in india suffering of poverty instead of nw living so comfortably in ur house.. onlining reading this post of mine.. lol...

for those that have set their minds to NEVER to return to malaysia after furthering their studies overseas.. i hope u think twice..

i believe the reason y we were born in this country is that we are to make a difference in this society.. u may say, aiya, 1 fellow oni ma.. what can i do? well, if everyone thinks like this.. no wonder malaysia is like that... ppl always think of the easy way out... go overseas better la.. there nt so much trouble.. well if u want easy life.. then do something so that the future generations wont have to go through what we are going through.. ppl embrace what we have now and stop complaining.. u want malaysia to improve? do something about it then..

well, not gonna go on any further.. gotta study for trials! lol.. anyway happy independence day Malaysia! hope to see this 1 malaysia come to reality.. bt be warned.. before unity comes.. there will always be chaos.. dont believe me? wait and see.. in fact its already happening...

Jesus my Healer

thank God today im feeling much much better... yesterday and tuesday was terrible... didnt feel well but dunno y.. i think i ate the wrong thing.. must be that tit pan mee..

yesterday was calling out to god.. really beh tahan liao... somore after tuition, had some serious headache.. throat didnt feel well either.. bt at night after i vomited once.. whole body felt like normal? then my throat fell ok too... maybe the unclean food gt stucked at my throat? @_@

whatever it may be.. just wanna thank god for being my healer.. =) weeeeeeee nw i can continue with my studies.. past 2 days really struggled to study..

yea and yesterday in tuition.. i was like.. wtf?? my tuition teacher had such good impression on me.. he personally came up to me and gave me an address for applying scholarships.. @_@ man i didnt know that i was that 'good' then later on oni he asked who wanted.. well in a way its good.. since he has such high hopes on me.. i dont wanna disappoint him! hehe.. i'll just take it as a motivation to do well.. =)

well, for those really good students i think u ppl deserve this... bt one condition.. ur english has to be good.. it nt no chance.. lol.. if u think u have what it takes.. apply here.. all the best!

last bt nt least.. wanna share this song with u all..

STPM time table..

ppl STPM time table is out! download it here

starts on the 18th NOV ends on 10th DEC